sometimes i’ll think to myself ‘oh i should revisit book/show/game/whatever’ and a little voice in the back on my head will go ‘but what if you think it sucks this time? best to never do it just in case’.
it’s really noxious; i tend to revisit stuff a lot (it’s just how i’m wired) and it’s so fucking annoying when this kind of thought pops into my head. just a crucial part of how i enjoy things denied.