scaredgirlsilly

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its very long and kinda meh in some places but whatever its a story ive had in my head for like. idk a little under a year now who knows of ill ever get around to it prob not since its a little ambitious for my depressed ass jfksjdkd but yk. maybe this will be interesting to someone other than me

its also like. ripped from my tumblr with some old additions i found in my notes app i dont actually have the energy to write it all up so theres prob a bunch of inconsistencies and shit cause yk. this is like 2 old outlines mashed together hdksjdks but its good enough for a chost


it starts out in the year 2015, as the Sburb Beta has finally launched, after a mysterious delay back during its initial release date of 2009. it follows 6 kids (all around 19) in standard first act hijinks (tho more focused and less fuckin around than in homestuck proper)

  1. Anna, a no nonsense tabletop wargamer, she talks only when needed and uses very particular language so there is no chance of miscommunication. she already knows a fair bit about sburb and has a plan for how they are gonna win, tho the others dont seem as prepared, and it frustrates her, but shell deal with it later. (She knows like. the basics. like that you fight monsters and stuff and she thinks shes a time player but thats it)
  2. Noah, a lighthearted but quick to anger street artist, who loves his friends more than anything and is just excited he will be able to hang out with them in person after so long. Theres a bit of a thing between anna and noah but nothing more than weird competitive flirting that icks the others out on occasion jfksjdk
  3. Drew, a lovably oblivious farmhand at his fathers ranch. has an obsession with lone hero spaghetti western stories and tries to emulate that, but is just too nice to put on the aloof and over everything facade that he admires so much in his heroes
  4. Kate, a bubbly professional gymnist who is really only doing all this cause her friends are begging her to (and something about the end of the world?? she doesnt know anna can say some crazy stuff sometimes)
  5. Skye, a young girl who, compared to her friends, really doesnt do all that much. Just lives with her mom and goes on hikes sometimes. She doesnt talk as much in the group chat but she lurks and when she decides to join the voice call the others are all happy to see her. Shes a little depressed but hey. what can ya do.
  6. Milo, a young audiophile who used to be a pretty quiet kid but as soon as you got them talkin about music and music equipment they wouldnt shut up for hours. But around the time of the sburb beta delay, they changed. They arent as interested in stuff anymore, and have gone months, sometimes a whole year without talking in the chat at times. But as soon as the sburb beta release date was announced again, they got more active, practically begging everyone to get it once it comes out.

The characters are revealed in that order, and when it gets to Milo, its revealed that they are dead already, and is in a dream bubble wearing an Heir of Doom godhood. (Also they are still 13 when everyone else is 19) They tell Kate to get a second computer ready with sburb and that they will show up when the time is right. Kate is like ":O whaaaat milo your coming to MY house?? blhdyuaghah i didnt even get a heads up so i could clean omg this is so embarrasing >_<" but she gets the second computer ready

After the normal act 1 hijinks, it all culminates into one flash set to Planet Telex by Radiohead, where all 6 of them enter the game at the same time. As the other 5 are setting up the various connections needed for the game, Milo is seen staring out of their dream bubble at all the comets flying into skaias portals. Milo jumps onto one of them, which goes through a portal and ends up being the comet heading for Kate's house. Milo jumps off and flies towards Kates house right as the comet is about to hit, waves to kate as she enteres the game, and gets their session ready to connect with the rest, making it just in time before the comet hits kate's building

The song fades out as we get shots of all of their lands (idk what they would be kdhskjfs)

It then progresses like a fairly normal sburb session. They chat in person for the first time, grow closer, have some arguments, but generally are having fun. Anna is always a little exasperated that they arent taking it as seriously as she is, but usually the others tell her to loosen up and she does a little.

idk like exactly what happens in this span of time so im just gonna write a list of like events that would happen and not in any like order. just the kids interacting with each other to build rapport

• Skye asks Kate about some general life advice, specifically how shes always happy. Kate says she isnt always happy, shes actually sad alot. but she doesnt dwell on it cause it only gets her more sad and thats no fun :/ Skye kinda laughs and says "i wish it was that easy for me". Kate says "yk. if you ever need someone to talk to, i could be that someone ^v^ you dont usually talk much in the group chat but now that were in person i hope youll hang out more cause i... we really like you" skye says "heh... yeah ill... ill think about it... thanks kate" and she leans her head on kates shoulder. they grow closer and maybe a lil bit of romance?? hey yk who knows
• Noah and Anna are sparring, Noah with a firemans axe and Anna with a rapier. They banter and talk strategy the whole time, cracking jokes and stuff like that. just generally hanging out. they were already pretty close, so in the game they are only growing closer. Noah has a lot more of a head on strategy for beating the game, culminating in just a "beat em before they beat us" plan. Anna laughs at that and says that thatll never work, and on top of that, they dont even know how to beat the game. Noah says that he saw some weird lookin carvings on the outside of a cave on his planet, and that it might be a dungeon, and asks anna if she wants to explore it with him. anna says that that sounds like alot of fun and that its a date. Noah gets all flustered and anna laughs before attacking noah again, reminding him that they are still sparring. idk something like that
• Drew sees Milo hanging out on a ledge on Drews planet and goes over to them. Milo is at first apologetic and goes to get up but drew says theres nothing to be sorry about and sits by milo. they sit in silence for a while, milo looking uneasy as they side eye drew, but drew is just kickin his feet lookin out at the scenery. Milo apologizes for not talking as much and just generally being distant. Drew says " 's fine nothin to apolagize 'bout :)" and silence returns. Milo goes to say more, but stops themself. They sit in silence for a bit longer, milo finally feeling comfortable in the silence. "You know" says drew "If sumn is botherin ya, ya can just say it. we wont judge, and if anyone does, theyll feel the wrath of my big iron" he whips his revolver out and gives it a few twirls before aiming it at the horizon and pretend shooting, then breaks into laughter. Milo kinda laughs too, but drew says "But forreal Milo. You... look like you got alot on yer plate, what with the... '13 year old ghost' look you got goin on. if you need to talk, im here for you" Milo looks off into the distance seemingly thinking it over before saying a pensive "... thanks drew." "No problem pardner :D" says drew as he goes in for a hug, but phases right threw them. Milo at first looks sad, but tries to hide it as they say "Oh lol uh... yeah... thatll... happen." Drew looks genuinely upset and says "Milo. As whatever being that watches over us is my witness, i will hug you someday. I promise you that"

One day, all the kids are hanging out for one of their birthdays, and one of them (probably Anna) asks why milo still looks 13. They tell her that they would rather not get into it, but anna says that if its related to the game they all should know since they dont have much info to go off of. Milo sighs and agrees, then apologizes in advance for ruining the mood of the party. Milo is from a timeline where they all entered the game at 13, back in 2009 when the game was first supposed to release. They got pretty far in the game, with a few of them god tiering, before all of them died except for milo. Milo went to his denizen and was told what the situation was. This session was like many others, in that it was not supposed to happen. The main session of earth (the one in homestuck) was supposed to be the only one, as there can only be one session per planet. Because of this, all sessions coming out of earth are doomed to fail. And that is where milo was given a choice. Let this session die with no chance of coming back in the dream bubbles, completely eradicate this session and timeline from existence, and the main sessions integrity will be restored, allowing the heroes of earth to possibly make a new universe without struggle. Or. Make an offshoot timeline of earth where they are the true heroes of earth. Time will pass as sburb evolves to fit them better, milo will have to sit in the dream bubbles on stand by, and they will have a fair shot of winning, tho still not a certainty. Milo, being a 13 y/o that just watched everyone they loved die in front of them, chose option 2. A pseudo-scratch. And so they waited in the dream bubbles for what felt like an eternity, waiting to finally meet up with their friends after so long. They have given it alot of thought and they believe that the only reason they were able to make it out and have a choice was because they are an heir of doom, their entire point is to be shrouded in doom, to be made of doom. Everyone just stares at them like :O because they just learned that they are the do overs and also that everyone died a greusome death and their friend had to watch it all. this is a turning point as the consequences of failing the game truly set in for them, and they get to work to figure out a game plan immediately, in the hopes that milos choice is not in vain

Later on, anna asks milo for all their info on what they know about sburb and noah tags along cause hes bored and wanted to hang out with them. She realizes that this is a game that needs the utmost caution, and she needs every detail she can get to make the best choices. Milo explains that the point of the game is to make a new universe by breeding a thing called the genesis frog, and yk all the other shit about sburb theres alot. but they leave out some key details because they dont know everything. eventually, the topic of the alpha timeline gets brought up in passing and noah goes "woah wait. whats that??"

milo explains that there is one timeline that leads to success, and every other timeline leads to failure. to help with all these timelines, sburb "kills" the timelines which fail, meaning everyone in it dies. milo says they think thats what happened to their group when they were all 13.

noah asks if they are in the correct timeline or not and milo shrugs. really the only way to know is if its too late and everyones dying. they arent a time player. anna was a time player, but that stuff is personality based and she is practically a whole different person so who knows.

"so wait" noah says. "if you are from a timeline where we entered at 13, but you all died cause it was a fucked up timeline, what happened to the timeline where it was all good??"

"oh uh... sometimes there isnt one. sometimes sburb either tries to make a timeline thatll work but cant, or it doesnt like its options, or... idk really. but. sometimes every timeline is dead from the start"

"how can we know that??"

"we... cant. really. we just have to. hope we are doing the right thing. when we were doing it anna was a time player but she never got far enough to really figure her aspect out. she... she was the first to die. but now. i mean that stuff is personality based i think and shes practically a different person so it could be different"

anna takes the time to emphasize that that is why she is so cautious. this game is alot more dangerous than they thought and one wrong move could spell disaster for everyone

noah quiets down while anna asks milo more questions, before he gets up and leaves without a word.

a quick thing of noah talking to himself, about how its really fucked up that they could be doing all this for nothing

we then get a batch of a few standalone relationship moments, just some moments of them hanging out like before the party but this time their is a notable air of urgency to what they are doing. i havent really written them yet but noah and anna have a bit of an argument, because anna, while still agreeing that sburb is super fucked up, sees the fucked up stuff sburb does as motivation to get through the game as fast as possible, while noah sees it as reason to try and escape before they get killed for no reason with no way to stop it. this rift starts to spread to the others before it culminates in one last conversation between noah and anna

noah says that he is gonna leave. hes figured out a way that might work. turns out the universe is just a huge bubble that you can leave. anna laughs at that, asking if he really thinks that is gonna work. noah gets exasperated, saying he doesnt really know but he has to try. its better than sitting around and waiting to die. anna snaps back saying that that isnt what they are doing. they dont have any evidence to believe they are in a doomed timeline, and in fact noah leaving might be the action that dooms everyone. noah says that he has to leave, he says sorry, walks closer for one last embrace from anna, but she denies it and and says "if you are really going to do this, then im going to stop you. i hope you see the error of your ways before it comes to that" and she walks off

as this is happening, milo and drew find drews quest bed. drew says that noah has already talked to him about leaving and is telling milo. drew says he may leave, because all this pressure to do what sburb wants is kinda getting to him. milo goes quiet, before saying "i get it, but. please dont. i dont want what i did to be in vain". drew says that milo can join them!! but milo shakes his head, saying they have sacrificed too much already, before saying "well... heres your quest bed" and turning around before drew could see the tears in their eyes.

"h- how am i s'posed to use this dang thing?" says drew

milo turns to drew with tears in his eyes, but a small playful smile creeps onto his face, before saying "you kill yourself on it. duh" and flying off

from another spot on the planet, various bugs are flying around, and in the distance a huge yellow beam erupts into the sky, showing a winged symbol in the air

The Knight of Hope has ascended

Noah goes to kate and skye, who are having a little picnic, but arent talking much as they were distracted by the beam in the sky (drew god tiering)

Noah breaks it down for them and asks them to go, and kate says that she will, but skye says she wont. she says that that is a huge decision to make without much proof, and she cant with good conscience leave anna behind. shes the space player, and she is needed to make the genesis frog. if she leaves, it really will be a dead timeline no matter what. noah says he understands, gives her a big hug, and starts to leave. Kate is crying as skye turns to her and apologizes. kate grabs her and kisses her, tears welling in both of their eyes, before saying that she wishs she could stay, and shes sorry for leaving, and if they find each other again, she will never leave her side. noah calls after kate, but she asks for just one more moment, and noah says of course before leaving to talk with drew and get his answer and milos answer

the people who are ready to leave are noah, drew, and kate

the people staying behind are anna, milo, and skye

i am not entirely happy with kate and drews motovations i feel its a little weak but also i havent even started writing it so fuck you

noah, now dead set on leaving, goes to meet with anna one final time. he tells her whos going with him, and that she can come with him too, because if she decides to leave, the others will probably join her. she says that that is exactly why she has to stay. someone has to do the work, and after half of the group leaves, shes the only one that can get any results. noah remarks on how distant shes acting, and she says that he can fix that by not leaving. he says he cant do that, and anna says "i knew you would say that" before pulling out her rapier and attacking

act 2 concludes with another flash, this time set to Mood Swings by Human People. They have a hard fight, mirroring their sparring match from early act 2, but this time anna isnt holding back. she slices noah up and gets him to a pretty bad spot before it cuts to drew. drew sees himself and a beat to shit noah pop out of nowhere with the time turn tables, drew from the future gives current drew a copy of the turntables (specifically not to make a loop with them) and tells him to go save noah. drew shows up just in time to see anna about to make the killing blow on noah, and drew, tears welling in his eyes, says sorry and pulls out his revolver and shoots anna in the head. he then grabs noah, uses the turn tables to go back, and the flash fades as we see anna bleeding out on the floor, as milo and skye get to her right at the end of the flash

act 3 starts with drew taking noah to his quest bed, and lying him on there. noah then ascends

The Prince of Blood has ascended

simultaneously, skye and milo brought anna to her quest bed, where she ascends as well.

The Thief of Mind has ascended

Noah and drew go to meet up with kate at her quest bed, as she goes to god tier. she is the last of the people who are going to leave, and they need every advantage they can get

The (something) of Breath has ascended

(idk what class shed be hfkshdjd sorry)

They then get to the edge of the session, giving it one last look, before leaving.

ok so uhhhh the rest i have no clue jfkshdjs except for literally the last flash. like everything between now and the end (pretty much the entirety of act 3) i have no clue. but on annas side, she gets alot more controlling and aggressive, eventually stooping to using her thief of mind powers to mind control them (taking their mind) into doing what she wants. shit gets mad fucked up in there

i literally hsve no clue what noah and the gang do. there is a bit of a romance between drew and noah just cause i really want them to fuck nasty, but nothing serious comes of it and they are both chill with it. its kinda like a summer fling but they are traveling through the very edges of paradox space. probably like hiding from the horror terrors?? idk i have a theory that the horror terrors are all like players that have gonethrough the ultimate self shit, so maybe they go to talk to the horrorterrors and its like a physical manifestation of like a forum board?? idk that could be neat

noahs team and annas team still keep in contact somewhat, but not much. noah keeps trying to contact anna, but after she doesnt respond for a bit and noah keeps trying, she blocks him.

eventually noah and the gang figure out a way to be safe outside of the control of skaia and sburb, and he says that if the others want, noah and them can pretty much head back to get them. milo and skye agree because...

eventually, anna finds out that the session was doomed from the start and she is obviously devastated by the knews, cause that means that all of the bad shit she did, all of the friends shes lost, were all for nothing. act 3 ends on that and act 4 is just one last flash

the flash is set to Souk Eye by Gorillaz, and it starts with skye and milo grabbing a destraught anna who is just lying on the ground crying. they drag her to where noah said to meet up with them, and anna locks eyes with noah. at first she averts her gaze, but all she sees is the session, now in ruin as the war on skaia is raging on with the prospitans losing badly, and several of the planets overrun with various monsters. the session is in ruin. she looks back to meet noahs gaze, assuming she will see nothing but malice, but he just smiles and floats towards her.

drew flies into milo, giving them a huge bear hug and saying that he really missed them. kate tackles skye with kisses, joking about how he had to hear drew and noah fuck way more than she would have wanted for one life, and noah puts hid hand on annas cheek, before she kisses him like super hard like one of those kisses where they grab the others face and kiss them like its the last thing they will ever do, and they just sit like that. finally reunited, the session in ruins behind them, but they have each other, so its ok. anna breaks free of the kiss, and they all leave the session, and set off for a life beyond sburb.


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in reply to @scaredgirlsilly's post:

thank you ^u^ and yeah my idea was like have it be a written fic with like. a single homestuck style panel at the beginning of a chapter that way its not just text but also isnt a whole ass like mspfa hfkshdjsj but also the flashes are like. honestly the main thing behind why i like it like the flashes in my head are soooo cool but that sounds unbelievably hard to do so i kinda havent started >w< idk maybe i should just start writing it or sumn hdksjdjs