So it goes like this, I have to polish every fucking word I say make sure every thought is a regimented clear paragraph in order to be understood. Don’t use sarcasm. Don’t use metaphors. Don’t use allegories. I’m not doing that here. Other people get to do that, you don’t. If you do that, you lose people. They just tune you out.

And the hell of it is, they know you’re a confusing person from the get go. They’re capable of tuning you out immediately. So you have to say something interesting but not to interesting because they won’t follow your train of thought. So flatten your words. Never be flowery. You probably shouldn’t use periods for emphasis because that’s too good weird. You’ll lose people and people already don’t want to follow you.

Its desperately lonely knowing that everything you say will be half heard. Everything you talk about is an obsession but don’t worry they won’t remember how you were obsessed. So the place where every conversation is somehow not elaborated on enough but spoken enough to bore the other person.

But like I do know I’m too angry. I know.