okay, so I had that moody bitchpost a bit ago reflecting on this year, but now that I'm in a better headspace, I think things are pretty okay! there's definitely a lot I'm not too thrilled about, but looking back, this year sucked and was a lot. Too much tbh...... but I'm still here! It's okay that I haven't accomplished even a fraction of what I wanted to, bc how could I?! I've been working on giving myself the grace to fail and suffer and take lumps. Hell, even if I didn't have a hell year, I'm still allowed to not hit my goals. Sometimes, it just be like that. I still wanna do shit and have a good time and make the world better and all of that! No matter how many times I fall, I'll forever struggle and writhe until I devour the life I want!
