also. sorry i said this to alice then told nadia so i mightas well share it here...
""also i thinklike. everyone seeing what their original form looked like kind of . fuckedneri up
bc theyre not in a great headspace right now so theyrelike
haha what if everyone wouldve preferred that version of me insteadof this broken current me .imfucked up""
anyway im still fuckedup