sorry ive been thinking about this a lot and. i talked with nadia about it . but neri really doesn't trust a lot of people... they barely trust Lincoln which. personally i think is fair? I FEEL BAD ABOUT IT BUT LIKE [gestures to the time when Lincoln wanted to torture neri for "killing" citare] like. neri remembers all of that shit now . after destiny brought them back there was no reason to keep their memories locked away or reset. they have everything from the first moment they talked to everyone, to the moment where they met everyone for the "first time" after being reset . they still feel so lost in their own mind. there's spaces filled with things that dont add up and it terrifies them . sorry i got off track
neri only really trusts citare, VITTA, and koi . there is trust for leda but its. different .
they're still so scared of trusting other people bc they could turn out to be someone who just wants to use them or make them afraid . they're very closed off. they spend most of their time in their house even though they hate being alone . im so miserable
