• she/her

just a trans lesbian werewolf who loves cooking, and games, ffxiv, pokemon, and romance.
Writes sometimes
30+
Selnyam on discord and most everywhere else
Flidais Oakclamber on Malboro/Crystal


it's so nice being able to write again. To sit and feel the keys clicking under my fingers, see the words spread across the page. To have moments of trying to find the best phrasing, the words, the mood I want to convey.
I hadn't realized how much I MISSED it, not allowing myself to do so for the longest time, being too afraid it isn't good enough.
but I'm writing for me. it's to make myself laugh, and get the stories and images in my head to page, to maybe share to others.
I blame my middle school English teacher, who took what i enjoyed as a hobby and tried to nurture it. Her intentions we good, but not what I wanted or needed. I was shy and didn't want to be put into competitions and big groups, I just wanted to sit and write and tell stories. Instead it turned me off of writing, it made it something I was supposed to EXCELL at, instead of just doing because I enjoyed it.
Because when I didn't excell, it meant I was a failure.


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