a lot of my self-hate comes from comparing myself to a like..... theoretical "best me" that i invented and can't let go of, in a way that is unhealthy

aka Senna aka Spencer aka Zeno aka Zenanon aka AtelierZeno
moth gendered

a lot of my self-hate comes from comparing myself to a like..... theoretical "best me" that i invented and can't let go of, in a way that is unhealthy
ough i totally know this feeling... im sorry, its so hard to let go of!