Had the horrible revelation today that when I started writing Glory in the Thunder when I was 19 years old, I made Tsovinar 36 years old to reflect that she was mature and experienced and I just turned 35 a few days ago and I am still working on this story and I do not feel very mature or experienced

at least she’s currently in her 40s so I have some time to finish the story before I overtake her

I still remember being a kid of 15 making my D&D characters astoundingly grown-up 25 year olds -_-)