shiki
@shiki

god i kinda want to post one more thing on my tumblr but i also think the more i piss and moan about how hopeless i feel and how bad everything is for me socially the more people hate me and get closer and closer to just going full on mask off about working with the people who literally talk about me in private discords and shit. lets see if i cave


shiki
@shiki

considering nobody who hasnt cared yet clearly doesnt on tumblr than idk why i would even waste my time. im convinced most people following me filtered my damn url anyways. the last thing anyone said to me on there was that i was "predator queer" and not a single person gave a shit. so like why would i waste my breath idk why i even let myself have a last bit of hope that anyone would even try to understand me if i put it in a way that could be understood. i /know/ that people who dont care wont care. and even if they would im just way too tired of playing teacher and pleading my case on why i deserve to be treated like a human.


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