Frogdaqueerfloof700
@Frogdaqueerfloof700 asked:

One thing i dislike the most about being a kidult is the fact that its such a niche identity that there's basically no one else [at least, not online]
its freeing to be myself, but its also really lonely

i agree but also supportingly disagree.
its true, theres a total desert of both support and repeatability online and offline when youre non transgender PWII.
but also, if theres a single good thing about being abandon and beaten down by exclusively gender trans people, it shows us one thing.
the people are out there. theyre either scared into silence, or determined to be a powerful tyrant instead of your sibling of arms. we're 40 years behind in terms of social acceptance. 50 or 60 years even.
its not that youre alone. its just that the people who COULD have been standing hand in hand with you are happier willfully ignorant and violent.

its equal parts horrifying and hopeful.

if theres any upside for you specifically, specifically transpecies and transage support is on a steady rise (even a rather steep and fast rise)

however disappointingly enough, it doesnt extend much farther than that, and a huge amount of transage people and especially transpecies people are more than happy to beat down on and leave behind trace and transabled people the second they can.

its more important than ever to be open and supportive of people.

everyone is niche when nobody is allowed. its not your identity thats niche, its your bravery and its your knowledge and rejection of cruelty and, its your inability to stand by and be cruel that is so rare.

theyre out there.

who knows if any of us will live to see kindness, to see these people unfold.

i know that in the meantime i intend to live either way.

i dont really care when i remember that even if we did have more support, itd be the same it ever is. people will pretend theyve never been a bigot. theyll learn nothing and move onto the next person to hurt and exclude to fill the cop filled hole in their heart and brain. theyll police us under the guise of protection and care. in their shame, theyll chase us out of our own spaces. theyll sanitize and catchphrase batter us and sell our lives hot and fresh from the fryer.

and part of me cant bring myself to even care about that either. im desperate for it to get better in ANY way. im just hoping it wont be worse before it gets better.
im not sure that will happen.

yeah. the loneliness is unbearable. i dont know if many know that much better than i do right now.


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