honestly something i'm kinda sad about is that i never bought an eggbug plush, sadly i didn't have the money to buy one and i didn't really think to ask my parents to buy one, maybe if i get the time to i'll make my own to remember the site by as well as make a little shrine or something on my site to commemorate cohost
i started these rambling thought posts because i couldn't sleep and needed to post my thoughts on whatever was rotating in my mind, it's kinda fun having a little place to put these sorta things without much mind to if anyone will see it, but it didn't matter i was posting it for myself and no one else, that said i'll still use this site till i can't, no sense in not but it'll feel rather bittersweet tbh
this site was good, real good, maybe even the best, it's gonna suck to see it go
i kinda wish i could turn back time, pause it to experience a moment more, or even just have things stay the same, but i know if i did any of those things would not have the same meaning, but i'm sure that with the love this site has had, there will be something to take its place to carry the torch, because this site has shown me that people yearn for how the internet was, people want places to be goofy, to post nuance thoughts, post sexy prons etc.
how long will it be for something to take cohost's place? no idea, question is if i'd want to be there for it. i've basically considered cohost and tumblr to be my last social medias, once those sites go i'm probably gonna only really be found by chance on my website or on discord, mostly because i've grown tired of moving from platform to platform, i want a metaphorical home on the internet, i've always thought that, twitter has taught me that social medias are not the place to make a home on the internet, that's like making a home on sand, you want it on rock
anyway, gonna miss this site, at least i'll be here to see it end better than crabber did