I think I can finally accept the fact that I'm not a speedrunner and I don't think I ever will be. I don't really have the patience for it. I am okay with the fact that I am a casual to semi-competitive randomizer racer and that is probably the closest I will get to actual speedrunning. In the end, I do what is fun for me and not what I think I should be doing.
With that in mind, I think I'm ready to end my streaming hiatus starting possibly tomorrow night. I don't yet know what I will stream, but it will likely be an Archipelago multiworld of some kind.