fucked up having a crush on someone for 2 months and then suddenly you're both dating and just IMMEDIATELY being in love with each other god im so fucking gay
being in love with your best friend can be a real curse sometimes and i've known that feeling before in the worst way many years ago, but i've made new friends since then and even though many of them have been wonderful, having a crush on bailey was so scary because i was terrified of ruining our friendship because they truly were one of my best friends and i didnt know if they felt the same way about me as i did them
now them and i are dating and its like...... we're so incredibly in love and i've been almost on the verge of happy-crying just from sending and receiving very sweet and cute messages to each other on discord and voice chatting and stuff, it just feels so surreal that we're actually together. i couldnt be more excited to see where the future lies for us, i love my lil puppy so much 🥰