strong believer that sometimes we just need to create art. a lot of things are difficult to convey through words, some too painful to even think about. the past few years i have gravitated to passive consumption of media that capture these unspeakable emotions (sometimes even better than my own attempt). but also recently i think it’s good to actively channel these emotions into things. like drawing an abstract to convey the ambience of my emotion or even writing down short fictions of characters experiencing what i experienced but this time with closure. anyways, the whole point is, for myself i want to move from viewing everything through the lens of consumption, that i create something and it needs to be good because i want someone to see it (and see me too). instead, i want art to be a channel for me to convey these difficult emotions just for me. and more importantly, it’s okay if what comes out doesn’t turn out well :-) just create something. maybe the sincerity will get through and it will make someone feel something, but that’s an added bonus.
