i want to see friends more and cuddle and kiss and do drugs and help them cook and plant natives and identify weeds and watch anime and quietly read together and see them getting along with the other people I love when I'm not there. I want to see my partner seem to lighten up when they're there and relax just a little as they do dishes together without even discussing it beforehand. I want more diverse Moments in my chronological garden, my myriad flows. Water wishes not to stagnate, and rivers wish to erode and expand. I want the Moments to grow and flower between, among, alongside each other. I want to hold more hands at once.
