I've been really thinking lately that I'm going to change up my plans for my next Let's Play. In fairness, I only gave one hint to what it would be, when I thought I'd be uploading it soon. But that was years ago now over on a site I locked my account on. So, I doubt anyone's going to be terribly disappointed.
The reason is that the game I picked, while one I still want to do someday, is just a really difficult game for me to commentate over. And I'm super out of practice with both commentating over my gameplay and with editing that I want something relatively chill to do both for. I have another game in mind that I'm going to do instead, and I hope to be able to record that soon.
That said, I just have a lot of trouble getting time to record, or using the time when I do get it. I've just been really burnt out a lot lately. My YouTube channel has been pretty dead for a while. I did some Mario Party videos as filler a previous time I thought I'd be able to record my new LP, but once again just fell off of it. I recorded another thing of filler videos back in August/September, and thought I might edit those and get them uploaded and then get to work on that LP. I still never started editing them, partly out of worry that the commentary is just bad, partly out of lack of time I want to sink into editing, partly out of just laziness. I'm unsure if those'll ever get released at this point, I'd still like to since I had fun recording them. But I just... I don't know how to live commentary anymore. I'm not sure I was ever good, really, but I just am so out of practice and just feel like I never have anything to talk about. I just... I want to be a Let's Player but I just don't feel like I know how to anymore. My last non-filler video was four and a half years ago, before I moved to my current home. I just... I'm sorry this turned into a rant but I don't know what to do. I'll try recording the new next series, and maybe edit those other videos too. Hopefully I'll have time to.