I think, going forward, that the best way for me to use this place is to post a lot of longform thoughts, sorta like a journal. Would help me clear my head, and seems to be the words on the room I've read here. It's not inherently a bad idea, if I can temper my more whiny thoughts and think logically about my feelings, but I think ultimately it'll be healthier for me, plus I could present myself in this New Space™ more honestly and authentically, something social media has kinda discouraged for like... a decade and some change?
Anyway, I stream tomorrow, trying to finish a game before taking a proper hiatus. During the downtime. I'm very nervous, since the last time I tried, I had a breakdown over numbers because of connection issues/power failure. I just want this one to go Decently™ so I can go on break with a clear conscience. Then, I can write about my stream insecurities properly without FFV weighing on my mind!
