Putting my own writing out there in the wild is terrifying. It is both a blessing and a curse that no one seems to have read it outside of my intended friend groups, but there's something absolutely mortifying about knowing that someone could. It's the most amateurish project ever, of all time. It's a fanfic of a fanfic, the definition of "practice project". I know it's bad. But like, I dunno how I'd take someone else saying it's bad.
But at the same time, I also want people to read it? Like I spent a lot of time on it, mostly for me but like it's something large I created, so like... y'know? But then it goes in a loop forever.