- whats a self
- 30 names and counting
- too many sonas
- sudden personality, identity, name, and mannerisms shift from changing your outfit. "sorry let me change clothes really quick im tired of being me"
- using the word "fractal" to describe your identity
- keep making pseudonyms to obscure and protect yourself, they keep turning into their own facets of you who wish they could be a part of your other online life
- "what's your name and pronouns?" "uhhhhhhh"
- "ok well who's fronting" "UUUUUUUUHHHHHHHMMMMM"
- haha is someone gonna tell me what a self is now?
- identity crisis every other evening
- afraid to even call yourselves "median" cuz that would imply you understand anything about yourselves
- dissociating all the damn time
- lurking tulpamancy guides
- less "switches" and more just waves emerging from the cognitive goop for anywhere from seconds to days
- weird envy of more defined systems
- ok no seriously guys what the hell is a self
- system yupekosi (keep trying to consolidate member identities and names, and only wind up creating even more confusing fractal identites and names in the process)
- the headmate knows who it is because it knows who it isnt
- keep trying to pick a system name, it keeps becoming its own facet instead
- horrified at the idea of being only one person
- wishing you were more separate from each other, more distinct, hell more dysfunctional even, cuz in alot of ways it'd make things a more tolerable flavor of confusing and uncomfortable
- "maybe everything is a headmate"
- wishing you could clearly converse with each other in ways that arent the rapid fire yet also slow brackish mingling of freshwater and saltwater
- gave up on switch tracking a long time ago
- "was that me thinking that thought, or the other me, or the other other me, or her?"
- "wait shit who is even thinking these thoughts im thinking now"
- what the everloving fuck is a self
daydreams, imaginary friends
- fae/she/it/they (pl)
- spidertown.neocities.org/
traitorous fifth column secret fae here to tear apart the human world floorboard by floorboard with my teeth
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in reply to @spiders's post:
"everything is a headmate" chart
"my progesteroned self is a headmate"
"headspace is a headmate"
"front is a headmate"
"automatic breathing is a headmate"
too drugged up to come up with more
an amorphous far-too-long amalgam of adjectives I could use to describe my exact state in this instant is a headmate
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