the thing about chronic pain is i started out thinking that i'll just put stuff off until my next low pain/low fatigue day
and that used to be a viable strategy, back when i had those, but now i can't remember the last day when i wasn't in pain or tired or (more likely) both
it's starting to sound a lot like "when covid is over"
idk really what to do about this other than just get used to doing stuff through pain and fatigue because the alternative is to do literally nothing and watch everything i want to do just float away from me
