This post has content warnings for: bleak, bottom surgery, medical, hrt, anxiety, doom, Bad Timeline.
traitorous fifth column secret fae here to tear apart the human world floorboard by floorboard with my teeth
we are always learning things about the world, and so excited to share them with you
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it's already visibly creaking and faltering for stuff like adderall and certain supplements, so i super get this :(
i hate even talking about it. i feel like i'm poisoning people i love with my stupid doomer brain
had a lot of these thoughts too =/, I'm still moving forward with prep because I'd rather be me for a brief period than not me for a long time.