storage migration gone wrong. shrunk a zvol that i really, really should not have. bunch of my virtual machines didn't survive, matrix appears to have been one of them. haven't lost any genuinely vital infrastructure thank god, but rebuilding a matrix homeserver from scratch is going to fucking suck.
in any case, that contact method isn't going to work for me for a bit. stick to emails or anything in the private links if you need to reach out for now.