other life updates: started reading/listening to The Name of the Rose (1980) and love all the times where young monk Adso of Melk has to explain that it's not that he's gay, he just understands that sometimes a young man is so fair that he reminds you of a woman and that makes you feel a yearning of the flesh, but that everyone knows that doesn't mean you're gay, it just is a thing that happens sometimes, when you see a young man who is astonishingly beautiful,
