1:00AM whisky brain has been raking over what I should do next.. For the last three years I've put so much so much energy and work into fixing my body, making a home, and winding down a 8 year career in software development. I've ticked all my boxes and arrived at the point where I can sit the hell down and figure out what I'm supposed to do with myself.
It's just that now that I'm here, it's really overwhelming.