oh yeah balls update: i finally called the office back and it turns out they booked me for a consultation and just never called me back about it. so i have that to look forward to in 2 months.

super anxious about it bc intense medical anxiety and always worried about going into any new place and talking to a new person about a new thing and being told that i am actually the most foolish bastard alive and i dont know anything and am doing everything wrong. but say la vee.