followers is it an nlm relationship when you're nonbinary and you really have a crush on a guy you're in the same program thing with but he runs off impulsively because he has some self hatred issues and you stare at him all sad

work in progress website in progress: but anyway, my name is francis and i am at least 1/16th of the sunkern-plus system. i am a white tme epicene polygender (specifically epicene/collgender bigender as francis laine, and epicene/pxngender bigender as francis george) autistic, adhd obsessive compulsive, possibly borderline, median system.
the body is 27 years of age. we are alterhuman: currently, i, francis laine, have quite a few fictionkin-related types that i might make an ordered list of in categories, as well as multiple endel (dan hibiki, my icon, is one of the main ones), and multiple psychological otherkin, though some are a combination of spiritual, endel, and altercast. i am a quoisexual schrosexual grey aromantic quoiromantic otherwise unlabeled person who feels some connections distantly to the bi and pan labels yet not quite.
followers is it an nlm relationship when you're nonbinary and you really have a crush on a guy you're in the same program thing with but he runs off impulsively because he has some self hatred issues and you stare at him all sad