and part of me is like "you can't be fat positive if you have desires for fat people for SEXUAL reasons and desires for more content involving fat people for SEXUAL reasons" and "most fat positive people completely ostracize people like me, who gained weight on purpose because i've always envisioned my ideal self as a size 24/26 big waisted big tiddied proportionate hipped enby and people should stop making fun of certain types of fat characters who fit PERSONALITY TRAITS LIKE MINE and act like they're negative stereotypes and bad rep"
