idk if this is a really negative intrusive thought but i keep thinking that if i were actually, you know, attractive i wouldn't be judging character designs that are like...full on big bust/wide hips/slim waist or slim bust/wide hips/even slimmer waist designs with impractical outfits that a lot of people judge as sexualized or sexist
maybe if i were attractive and more comfortable in my sexuality i'd be able to tolerate those designs more
