wondering if i feel disconnected from OwnVoices stuff as in...writing people like me BECAUSE i'm a system
like when i try to access Me, my Identity, my Soul i feel...fragmented and shallow and unable to write about experiences like mine period
except like in fragments for example like...fragmenting parts of my trauma into like. one character fragmenting my personality into another character fragmenting my interests into another character
if any systems/plurals (preferably traumagenic or mixed traumagenic/ocdgenic origins system because the latter...the specific disorder formed as young as i could SPEAK so like. it's difficult to separate my trauma stuff from my ocd) who are writers can explain to me if this is normal for systems can they like...help
