OH BTW: sexuality update:
-i now solely identify as unlabeled (regarding sexuality in general) and quoirose (quoiromantic quoisexual regarding more specific areas about my sexuality like my high libido but inability to experience Normal Sexual Attraction to Normal Things and also being perfectly content being a virgin all my life even if i do desire sex, and also my extreme romantic desires towards my girlfriend and diamour system while at the same time being pretty difficult to form romantic attachments to others that's a bit stronger than gray aro but less strong than demiro bc i have formed attraction to strangers like...tumblr user arco-pluris of all people, and not forming romantic attractions to real people except for my diamour system and my girlfriend that doesn't count like. fictional street fighter or pokemon or king of fighters characters). it makes me so happy to say "i like who i like and i don't care about gender but at the same time my sexuality doesn't fit into established binary boxes". it makes me happy.