trying to deal with "ecks" and its fucking shadowbanning is so fucking infuriating. no matter what or when i post, with or without links, and whatever, its suppressed or just non existent on timelines. im trying to fucking grow as an artist and its fucking impossible on there.
im 100% grateful for my fanbase i do have and patron support, but i cant be complacent with it, you know. its gotta be constant growth to sustain and its just so annoying being proud to post something and it gets no attention.
i think im done with that site very soon it sucks restarting, bluesky is fucking lame as hell, misskey is ok but moves even faster, and well. this place is at least fun to be on. i must be a horrible mood to talk this much about internet numbers but man its disheartening. guess ill just go back to drawing my silly lil ocs til i feel better.