Lack of food seems to be a pretty bad trigger I vacuumed and took out the trash and responded to job stuff. Still have gas in the tank to do another thing too, but I'm gonna hold off and give myself a break. Hence me posting
- they / them
i cannot seem to resist the sensual allure of oversharing on the internet
Sometimes I think about how therapists in many offices, esp larger ones, have metrics they need to perform for patient wellness and if the patient doesn't get well enough fast enough it reflects badly on the therapist, so you get therapists trying to rush you into feeling better or gaslighting you to say that you're better.
I'm genuinely really excited for the new therapy I'll be getting because I get the sense it might actually work. My therapist spent almost a year getting to know me before jumping into this. I'm actually so stoked bc I feel like it might help with the problems I'm actively having with people and work.
In a lot of ways I feel like I've gotten more and more unlikable with time but I've also just gotten more bitter is the thing. My heart isn't as open and I genuinely get burnt out by most people. I feel like I piss people off more too.