because i'm a hermit, going outside is a little traumatic for me every time, and i never expect people to be kind or nice but almost every single time someone is kind or nice to me, and i wish my nervous system would remember that

because i'm a hermit, going outside is a little traumatic for me every time, and i never expect people to be kind or nice but almost every single time someone is kind or nice to me, and i wish my nervous system would remember that