i said the following things in a conversation with a friend:
- that i am so attracted to girls that it wraps around to being gay (like, being gay for women, so lesbian)
- that i have immense respect for lesbians cause they get to be girls AND be WITH girls and that it would be so cool
- that having boobs would be "pog" but "i can't cause that's weird for a guy"
- I didn't want to go swimming without a shirt on as a kid. I think I only stopped wearing swim shirts because the one I had got too small.
- I felt personally attacked as a child whenever I'd get a "girl's toy" from McDonalds. At the same time, I was always super jealous of girls when shopping for clothes, since everything in the girls' section was more cute and vibrant.
- I always hated being called "G-Man" as a kid for reasons I could never articulate. I liked "Mr. G" though, since it felt more formal. (Nowadays I just prefer "G" or "Sai G.")
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