I was thinking about going to the NYE party after all. But now I'm not sure again.
It might be fun. I don't know. But I don't know even a single person there. And I have s o c i a l a n x i e t y. So if someone else doesn't decide to kinda help me out, I'll probably just end up solving puzzles in the corner. Which I could just do at home.
I don't want to get drunk because I've never really done it before and I do NOT want to do it for the first time around people I don't know.
Same with getting high.
Ugh. Sometimes I do wish I still had IRL friends.