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aw shit here we go again

he/him
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@teioh12/13/2023, 3:14 AM

@teioh

@teioh12/13/2023, 3:13 AM

me: i'm not autistic

also me: if youtube had something similar to spotify wrapped it would have shown that i've watched the snapcube sonic fandub videos an unhealthy amount of times and only those videos, nothing else

@teioh12/13/2023, 3:14 AM

i am still grappling with, like, some minor identity alterations upon realizing it is very likely i am on the spectrum for some reason. i cannot explain it, and yes, it feels fucking weird, but in the meantime i will do what i know best and meme through the hard times until we get to the good vibes times

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Talen Lee @TalenLee12/13/2023, 3:21 AM

Do you feel you don't "deserve" to call your mental mode autistic, or does it not apply to your case for some other reason?

@teioh12/13/2023, 4:57 AM

Yeah I think that plays a part. Like imposter syndrome but for autism

Talen Lee @TalenLee12/13/2023, 5:21 AM

trust me when I say you hurt nobody by trying a label out for a while and seeing how it feels.

Autism is incredibly complex and presents in a huge variety of ways, okay?

@teioh12/13/2023, 6:16 AM

This helps, thanks!

Nire Bryce @NireBryce12/13/2023, 3:23 AM

there is no way you are not at least somewhere on it, for what it's worth, having talked to you. for whatever that's worth.

@teioh12/13/2023, 4:58 AM

Thanks :D this made me laugh out loud while walking home and I honestly appreciate it!

Nire Bryce @NireBryce12/13/2023, 6:07 AM

👍

Reba "Roadkill" Rabbit @Reba-Rabbit12/13/2023, 3:27 AM

Take care pal. Hope those good vibes times come back atcha sooner than later <3

@teioh12/13/2023, 4:58 AM

Thank you!

Eat @eatthepen12/13/2023, 12:38 PM

this is a MOOD. it turns up in so many different corners of your self when you start looking for it!

@teioh12/14/2023, 9:46 PM

me: my preferred clothing is comfortable but nice, soft slacks and a button-up shirt with the top two buttons undone because I like to dress classy

also me: ...because everything else often feels awful on my body and causes sensory overloads. ohhhhh

Eat @eatthepen12/14/2023, 10:28 PM

yuuuup

been so many things over the last year or so where I've been like 'wait, most people are Fine with this but I Absolutely Can't, oh goddammit this is the autism again isn't it'

mautifying