my issue is i don't want to transition, i want to have transitioned, i guess. i just want to wake up on the other side of it

my name is Rose.
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i write sometimes, and draw very occasionally
my issue is i don't want to transition, i want to have transitioned, i guess. i just want to wake up on the other side of it