my doctor is a very sweet young woman who thinks shes doing good by me. she even kindly said "i think you might be the kind of person who is affected physically by emotional states" and gave me a book. the book has a list of every possible physical ailment and the emotional or psychological failing that is causing it. fat thighs happen because you're angry at your parents. cancer happens because you're angry at the world.
im struggling with the fact that this was a well meaning gift, and absolutely horribly disrespectful and irresponsible and i need to fucking report her to the medical college she belongs to.