my """sleep""" was filled with dreams of terror surveillance and hiding and running away, and frankly it's now more difficult to function in the """real world""" over here!!!! why don't i simply try not feeling overwhelmed
last night i rode a bicycle to [work? school? Place I Was Required To Be] and i wanted to lock it up in this park nearby. but there were too many other people with bikes and i couldn't figure out where to put my bike without disassembling it. and even as i was taking it apart, i had no idea how i would lock up the separate pieces. and i was going to be late to the Required Place. also the ground was muddy with melting snow and a particular patch of it really stuck with me.
i think i will get back into dream journaling because it's been fucked up for days in there. something is yelling so i better start listening before it gets worse