somehow worse than last time. way more things went really well, but a few things really just killed everything. there's like one thing i truly need to be a lot more mindful of but to be honest a lot of this is that i think i'm at a point where targeted practice doesn't do that much because almost all my mistakes are coming from like, streaming/run mental state and not that i don't know what to do or haven't done it enough times individually. i feel kind of miserable that i've honed so many stages and still just threw it all away (after getting insane rng on jean paul, too...) but really i just need to accept all that and let it go. i don't really think this game is hard to do speedrun strats in, but speedrunning is still hard
and the only way to power through bad rng is to roll the dice more. it so happens that this game has some really fuckin miserable rng