Everything and anything, 23
Character She/Her
Emah Amiriyo on Jenova come visit
went to this ff14 event i saw on twitter, got there, realized oh yeah i don't actually know anyone here and then sat in a corner for like 30 minutes then left, and i felt awful about it :)
people seemed to be have the fun though
exactly what i would do in real life too i think, that's what's bugging me i guess, genuinely just felt down since
honestly, even with as much experience rping as i have, going to these social events ends up the same way for me. i feel just a little too fish-out-of-water and without someone to anchor with i don't really know what to do and don't end up talking with anyone. socialising is hard!!!
socializing is actually so scary, ive wanted to go to events like that for so long both irl and ingame but i always psych myself out of it
its just really hard to get things started in social gatherings like i dont know what do you even do..
