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I think it's interesting to compare the way Aki was groomed vs the way Denji was groomed
And I have some thoughts on it


Himeno and Makima are two very different kinds of groomers, in Makima's case she knew exactly what she was doing and she understood that Denji is a child who is very easy to manipulate because of how vulnerable he is
In Himeno's case what happened is she "adultified" Aki in her head. Himeno is emotionally immature and I'm not sure whether or not she really understood what she was doing to Aki. Aki ended up believing the same thing she did, that they were equals and that he was an adult. He felt like he had to take care of Himeno to some degree. If you asked him, I'm sure Aki would be completely unaware that he was being treated inappropriately. Himeno had seen so many people die around her I don't think she had the opportunity to actually view herself as an adult and that combined with her desire to feel loved and her correct belief that she would die young made her latch onto the affection she got from Aki
Makima's abuse comes from her not seeing Denji as an equal and Himeno's comes from her seeing Aki as an equal
I think I'm gonna come back to this later and expand on it and add screenshots


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in reply to @trannyman's post:

great analysis! i hadn't considered the parallels between aki and denji before but they seem so obvious in hindsight. also always glad to see other fans calling denji's grooming what it so obviously is, though. It surprises me to no end how many people will stick their head in the sand about the funny boob touching manga dealing with such a serious real-world issue. thank you xambot 3

Thanks
Part of the reason I love csm is because of the way it handles abuse. I can so easily see myself in Denji and all the shit I went through tho my abuser was much more the Himeno type than the Makima type
Denji is an imperfect victim and unreliable narrator and that's what makes the story so good imo
Tho nothing pisses me off more than when people accuse csm of promoting or defending pedophilia and abuse it just shows it in a realistic way. A victim like denji (and aki) don't know that they're being abused, it's so hard to see it from the outside when you're in it