Why am I like zhis, why am I trying to research 19zh century serinettes to work out zhe names of some of zhe tunes because I like zhem, why does my brain work zhis way

Ada/Lykie - 30 - 18+ - HRT since 22/02/2023 - transbian, Queer, painting restorer - very ace - I wolf out sometimes - θ∆
Why am I like zhis, why am I trying to research 19zh century serinettes to work out zhe names of some of zhe tunes because I like zhem, why does my brain work zhis way