i am struggling with working on Big Project #12 that i never finish and will never release. so i'm going to try to work away some of the anxieties i have working on Big Project by working on small things instead.
basically, spending like 30 minutes just writing something random. no need to connect it to other scenes. no research. just go. one a day until the end of the month.
hopefully i'll have a small collection to work with for a zine or something, or just keep going. and hopefully i'll hate myself less afterwards compared to the years i attempted/"succeeeded" at NaNoWriMo (which is a whole other post, the tl;dr of which is that I think NaNo destroyed the joy of writing for me and i need to slowly rebuild it)