twitch of twitch.cymru

feeling the happiest i've felt for years. my health is the worst it's ever been and getting worse, but i'm still happy and enjoying life for the most part. i think getting back into music groups has had a big impact on how i'm feeling. and also that guy i like. maybe.

gool peran lowen dhe beub yn kernow ha dhe'n keskar avelov vy 🖤🤍 kernow bys vykken 〓〓

i look and feel too masculine to use the women's toilets and too feminine to use the men's toilets. so when there's no disabled toilets or gender neutral toilets it's soo annoying and stupid bc like i hate chosing which gendered toilet to use. i'm in a position where some people gender me as a cis man, some gender me as a cis woman, and some can tell i'm trans but they can't tell how. so idek which gendered toilets to use to "blend in" more. i usually end up in the men's toilets just bc i use a traditionally masculine name so that's what people who know me expect me to use. and i'd feel embarrassed if i used the women's toilets and someone i know saw me in there and was like "wtf are you doing in here". especially since i've been to the men's toilets with people i know. idk. i hate gender, i hate toilet stalls, every toilet should be a single disabled toilet cubicle with its own sink and stuff so there'd always be enough disabled toilets (bc there's Never enough disabled toilets per stalls, bc people who design toilet spaces seem to assume that only 1 disabled person can exist in the area at a time??) and so i wouldn't have to agonise about my gender and appearance when i just need to piss.

i wish i could teleport home i don't want to have to take the train it's too stressful