i wonder what it is about romance languages that just makes them not click in my brain. french, spanish, and italian are supposed to be some of the easiest languages to learn for english speakers, but i've done all 3 of those and never had much luck.
i suppose with french it could be bc it was taught so badly in school for years so it just always feels annoying and hard to get into bc i never was taught grammar. but honestly the same thing could be said for welsh too, which i can speak now (largely due to self-teaching bc the teachers wouldn't teach us anything useful), and i have a much better time with celtic languages than romance ones. also i did italian for a year at university and i was taught grammar then but the language just didn't click with me. maybe i'll hop around some other romance languages until i find one i click with better. or maybe i'll come back to italian in the future.
