twitch of twitch.cymru

i hope the combing tags thing will make it easier to filter/block tags now. because my blocked tags is filled with variations on each tag like this (use "tag" as a replacement for like any trigger/trauma/etc thing that could be filtered):

• tag
• cw tag
• tw tag
• cw: tag
• tw: tag
• tag cw
• tag tw
• tag mention
• tag posting
• tagposting
• (abbreviation i've never heard of for tag and would never have thought to block unless i'd gotten exposed to the triggering content to begin with)
• tag kink
• tag fetish
• trans tag
• (doesn't contain the word i have filtered but still relates to the trigger/trauma. they just never bothered to also use the wider/umbrella term as a tag)

(seriously.. there are so many traumatic things i've seen bc people tag it with just a trans/kink-specific variant or like a sub-category, and don't tag it with the umbrella term itself. how am i supposed to filter that??)

and things still slip through bc people use so many variations and can't seem to just tag something plainly with just "tag".

deleted tumblr. for good this time i think. i don't feel regret/shame like i did after the other times i spontaneously deleted my blog while having some sort of episode.

can't belive i left tumblr beffore twitter/instagram/facebook.... to be fair, i barely go on twitter and i only use it to follow celtic studies academics lol. and facebook/instagram are pretty much only to keep in touch with irl people and instagram mutuals i've had for years. and also i use facebook for celtic stuff too.

deleted tumblr. for good this time i think. i don't feel regret/shame like i did after the other times i spontaneously deleted my blog while having some sort of episode.

sitting used to be enough for me to rest but these days my body frequently gets too tired to be able to support myself sitting up, so i'm spending more time lying down. and god the feeling of relief when i lie down and don't have to hold myself upright anymore is blissful. sometimes i forget that i'm simply allowed to lie down when everything feels too heavy.

but tbh lying down isn't enough anymore, i need to exist in zero gravity.