Completely unrelated to the last one but because I'm having trouble sleeping:
This is tough to explain but it's a weird feeling. I realize I'm the only one like, seeing from my position. It feels weird that of all the people I'm this one. Or that I'm cognizant of that.
Like kind of going into solipsism territory except I realize everything is real but I'm just, fuck ok that means I'm locked in this place too.