In addition to that last post, I'm frustrated I can't absorb knowledge fully. Or maybe I could and it was just casual conversation? It's why memorizing part numbers and acronyms is so difficult for me. They all sort of jumble together.
Maybe I'm not sitting down and practicing enough and expecting to understand it like some sort of genius polymath.
I've been without my adhd medicine for a while but I don't think I was much better on it. I just knew how bad things were.